Warning: The actions discussed in this article are disturbing and can be triggering to some.
During the season premiere of their new reality show, The Kardashians, on Hulu, cameras watched as Kim Kardashian sobbed about her past. As many already know, Kim Kardashian became a popular name when a sex tape she and Ray J made was released to the public.
Kim Kardashian Admits She Very Worried About What Ray J May Have Done to Her While She Slept
That combined with Kim’s father being a member of O.J. Simpson’s defense team is ultimately what made the Kardashians a household name. However, now Kim is making sure she never lives through that kind of humiliation again.
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During a filmed conversation between Kim and her lawyer Marty Singer, Kim gets emotional about the idea of another sex tape being released. While Kim is 99.9-percent sure there is no new footage of her filmed experience with Ray J, TMZ reports that there is still some uncertainty.
This is when Kim gets graphic, telling Singer, “What if I was f***ing sleeping and he stuck a d***o up my ass? I don’t know.”
That’s when Kim then asks Singer to “scare the sh*t” out of Ray J’s manager to ensure that any new footage that may exist is not released to the public. Kim says this isn’t for her, it is for her kids.
Shockingly, Kim was notified by the idea of new footage by her young son Saint. At first, Kim thought it was funny because it was the “cry face” meme that has been viral for years now.
But when she read the description below, she immediately snatched the iPad away from her son. Kim admits she couldn’t be more shocked this is coming back 20 years later.
Kim also reaches out to her then-husband Kanye over her fears of a second sex tape. He seemingly comforted her over the phone.
“For 20 years this has been held over my head, of this mistake, or is it a mistake? This was my boyfriend of years,” Kim said in a confessional.
“We go on a trip, we film a video. It’s embarrassing for me to be out there, but it’s not the most scandalous thing and I’m not going to be made to feel this way. I’m just human.”