Jana Kramer admitted it was an odd feeling running into her ex-husband Mike Caussin during a recent night out alongside Jay Cutler.
On her most recent Whine Down podcast, the 37-year-old admitted it felt weird to watch her 34-year-old ex-husband flirt with other women when they ran into each other at a bar opening in Nashville earlier this month.
“I will say that was really hard to see him there — seeing him flirt with other girls,” Kramer said. “I mean, granted, I was there as well doing my thang, but that was really hard.”
“You know what was hard? It looked so easy for him,” she admitted. “He didn’t look like it bothered him one second. And that hurt, because I was like, ‘He’s untamed, he’s uncaged and he’s happy.’ “
And at one point, where Kramer and Cutler were photographed together for the first time, Kramer said that she and her ex spoke, but Caussin’s reaction was different from hers.
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“I was like, ‘This is awkward!’ And he’s like ‘Not at all!’ ” she said on her podcast “Like, I’m glad that he was fine with it. But at the same time — I talked to my therapist about it and was kind of like ‘Just a little piece of me was kind of like, it would have been nice to be like, ‘Yeah this is hard but I’m glad we can be cordial.’ That’s just acknowledgment that it might hurt a little. But I don’t know.”
She continued on, saying it was difficult to wrap her head around.
“What kept coming to my mind was ‘How did I get here? How is my ex-husband across the room?’ ” she said. “Like, how did I get here?”
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“It wasn’t that I wanted to be next to him,” she shared. “It’s not even that I still have feelings. I mean, none of those things are back because I don’t want to be back in that relationship. That was a bad, toxic relationship. But what I thought it was and the memories, I’m like, ‘How did I get here?’ It was very strange.”
A source recently revealed to PEOPLE how Kramer and Cutler, 38, instantly connected.
“Jay and Jana had a lot they bonded over with how their divorces played out,” an insider said earlier this month.
Jay his ex-wife Kristin Cavallari revealed their split in 2020 after 10 years together, and share three children.